Just felt like doing nothing at times...

Hmm..Hmm...

Sometimes, at the back of my head, i jus felt like doiong nothing and just do what my usual routine was...not think of anything else...not bothered abt wadever things that is going to come str8 at me..

Yesterday was a kinda fine dae..until she msg me...asking me did i go Club95 bcoz that i wanna meet her up..hmm, i dun deny i wish to see her that's y...Buy her ending message just seem so sacarstic.." Whoa..nice timing..So very free now right?" Doesn't it sond saca? Ya..at least it sound this wae to me..I dunoe wad to expect from this as i dun understand why is there a need for her to do this..If i have a choice, i would also wish i could stop my lessons earlier..

Wadever..words now are jus nothing but past encounters..Y bother so much when the more you try to do something, the more it might backfire..

Things in life at times are just meant to be...left to be...perhaps it will be better..Dun you think so..?

Have been keeping myself busy recently so that that she will not sip back into my mind...coz if i start thinking, it will be never ending..But guess reality is still cruel, once everything is back on the normal route, the images will comes in once again..i just have to cope..i gota learn...i noe i have to...

Just went to Shenglong place to rail my voice away last nite.. haha how interesting..was praised for the vocals and felt so happy upon hearing that...at least, my efforts and time was not wasted..Hmm...Njoyed the whole session last nite! whoa...Think i should go home practice more on my songs le..Competitions coming up..gota prepare so much stuffs..lalalalala..guess, this is the only thing that will liven up my spirits and not let me think about anything else..At least for the time being..*Ponders*


*Ding* *Ding* * Ding*----- Today after work will be time for lessons again..Must really brush up well on my lyrics and chinese men...hehe Lolx..


"Tiring tuesday...back to work now...a dae past..a dae past...i past a dae...which is not my dae...i live my life day by day...that is my life for now.."