Some things are just meant to be this way...

What exactly that lead to this today...

For so long i've been pondering, am i comparing or are you really no longer the same? You are still like b4 never liking to say nor voce things out...The us now are so not as close as b4..Dun tell me you cant sense anithing at all..Y is this so? Actually i dun even noe it myself but it jst seem to happen...

I've been thinking it thru and thru what exactly hapn..thinking over all those things that we did together in the past..How happy we were...You were right to say that frens passes thru every indivudual life as a short phase..perhaps this was really so for your thinking...I kip thiking bck abt our past coz it was just so memorable and i was so much happier..Perhaps i really regarded you more impt then u ..Perhaps to you, im just a passing phase in your life..

I once told you that everybody was looking at us with eyes suspicion, we are so close so fast so sudden..can our friendship really last?I told you i'm actually afraid that this 1 dae will come that we will no longer be as close and our friendship will eventually fade off...and i told you i'm afriad to see that...At that time, you told me, oyu was afraid too..at least back den, i knew ...you really care abt our friendship...

And now i really felt the time seems to come..our friendship seems to fade off not as close as b4..and im clueless..are we just not that strong? Are you really oblivous and totally cnt feel that now we doesnt seem to have much to tok abt? I dunnoe...

It is just this feel..i never wana give up on us..and alot of times, alot of things takes 2 hands to clap..2 person to work it out..I saw it in you in the past...But no longer..perhaps you are alreadi too engrossed in other things and ppl to realise that..If you arer really happi this wae, i wish you all the best..Aniwae wadever i do frm the past till now is all for you..if only you see it..

I felt so tired..sister you are to me...but have you seriously regarded me as..Im sensitive ya..but i believe theres always a reason y i will be sensitive and dere is some truth in it if noti wldnt feel it that wae..i really hope one dae you wld rem everything that you once said to me and regain wad you oonce are..my dear sis..the one that i knew, caring and tho not sensitive but at least i can feel it...the person i once knew..

I miss those daes...i really do...


BB?