Maybe that's Life...

It is just so unfathomable...Certainity, i guess ...i'm just not her best "sis, fren, buddy"? I wonder did she ever taken me as her sis...So upsetting perhaps sensitive yes i am...seeing her put her and her best sis nana pictures in her friendster...But for me, my name was just indicated on it..and not as her wadever...haiz...life is just such..

Came to see ans realise so much things for this 1 week + that shes not around ...Im just too engrossed into all this...

2dae i just returned her her house keys...acomplished my mission to look after her house, attend to her tenant, top up her fridge..sometimes i dun even noe y am i doin all this for..Perhaps am just being used to it le..Last time, is always the sweetest...she wld always say so nice, i got tis fantastic sis who wld go to all the trouble frm her house to my house just to deliver food to me..but now everything just seem so normal and right to be that way kind of stuff...I also dunnoe y is it this way...does u noe it? Guess i really need some enlightement..

C'mon, who could provide me with answers...:(

So happy that b is finally bck frm KL..So long since i last saw her..so on sat i stay ovr at ehr place till todae..every minute spent was so worth treasuring..I think im the only one who will be feeling this wae..coz i treasure every bit of this best sis of mine..I might be hers..bt shes definately my best sis...



Knowing her in my life has never been better then anything else..Shes the one..my beloved best sis...:) Always learn to protect urself..i wnt lie to u...it is to ur own good...Im still waitng for tt dear "always laughing happily' alicia b to come back yet again...:)