Finally...Everything has been lifted totally...

Went to ah b house have dinner wf her, toking session all in all..

Wow..Waht a eventful nite yest men...Went to look for ah b for dinner last nite and din realise we started toking till 2am..Gosh men! Finally so called yest was the nite that i really really revealed most stuff of my inner world to her..which ive like nv intended to really do that ...All my happenings in life all revolves around the time that i alreadi chnge...HAi..i really spilled everything out including things that i hurt my mum back den..

I wis a vr close fren of mine would be dere for me patiently to pour everything out like wad i attended to ppl..But would i have a fren lidat?hmm...I wish she be the one...I hoep so coz i alreadi regarded her as my beloved sis..If she will be the one, i guess i really would be vr happy..aniwae that;s not the pt..

Im finally glad, i saw my sisters all had their happiness route all paved out...My job, my mission is finally so called done..Be happpy k everyone..Itz time for me as usual to go into retreat agn...Stay happy and lovable alwiz..Jus rem no matter wad hapns, i will still return and be dere for ya...:)


In life, we should appreciate all little things happening around, appreciate & treasure the ppl who love us...this is the best gift given to them..I dun expect any returns..& my only wish is to see you always happy in wadever you do..Wan to see ur 4ever laughter alwiz coz seriously it is the only thing will brighten up my dae and lit up my life...noeing you has never been a regret...Only utmost appreciation and gladness...:)



Nana

Life is not just abt accepting but accomodating as well...

Life is not just abt accepting but accomodating as the one that you love too...

Yes, i have indeed fallen for her...For so long, U told me to confess to her in-regardless of the outcome..I kept not wanting to do it..For im indeed very afraid of the outcome..the situation turnout that we will no longer be close animre...

Then that one night under the influence of alcohol, and the game of truth n dare that me, ah b and fanny played...they managed to finally dig all my past out of me..and made me confessed what exactly was my past and my current feel for BB..

Everything seems so light now..i need not carry a heavy load with me everywhere i go..afraid of revealing and stuff..afraid that she will noe..Now evrything spells so clearly out..but well, seeing her advancing so well into the guy tt she like..tt vr rich guy...somehow..dunnow wad i shld feel oso...

Helping her analyst..helping her do all the neccessary..kiping her accompany..was all tis really wad i wan...yes, i guess so...coz her happiness is wad it matters most now...hoping she be happy always and us maintaining this closeness tt we shared...


i hope everything turns out well for her and well for me in my career..anithing else im not caring that much...Am i still alost child?at least the onli thing tt i noe now is i need no longer hide..with that ive put down a big stone in my heart...

I like her alot in a very different way..thats y i wanted her to be happy..I need not own her...i just want her to be happy..that's abt it... This kinda happiness can never be explained..This lifem it is fate that we got to know one another, be vr good sis & yadah..yadah...This is destiny & i treasure it..that's y i treasure you...Do u see it? Do u see that? If ever you noe...i alwiz wish you all the best all all the well you can have..

B, dun worry, u will always have me for a support ..no doubt...wadever gonas hapn...i be dere...:) Coz for the only reason now that i see it as..Clear-headed mind..You will 4ever and ever be my treasured and beloved sis that no matter wad gona hapn, with a golden word frm u, i will be dere by you any time you need me k? Really wish our friendship will stay this way 4ever...

Sometimes i really do hope you would spend more time understanding me too tho i never would voice it out..I guess it is just so like me..to alwiz give and no not expecting for any returns...I wish my happiness will soon arriev too..Wen i see the happiness of my sis , subconsiously derive happiness frm it..B, stay happy 4ever & ever k? Huggies! :)