My despondent mood yet agn..
My despondent mood yet agn few daes in a straight row..Just wad is happening...
When ppl started saying that im a thinker at times, i've no choice but to admit otherwise..Im really a thinker..Just wad iszit with me that made me think so much..i ponder at times..Todae at work my mood was normal ...everything seem just fine..theres no fitstart at all for me...everybody was just like toking abt wad has happened the past few daes..Discussion went on and as i look on wf my buddy Ah beng..we decided there and den it was real tiring working here..Alot of things was concluded after so mani happenings..Rin wasnt feeling too good to dae after ranting out at her buddy, ah beng wasnt feeling too good bcoz of work and tiredness..i wasnt feeling too good bcoz of work, friends and mood....Seriously doesnt noe y..fren came to look for me and hence shopping with them for awhile b4 heading back club to see a person (member) that has so called bcum my frend in the turn of event..
Yea..Yea..Toking abt this person..Hmm..she gave me a very farni and different feel..i doesnt noe y but the feel of it was just good..She seems to make a good fren..i took her fitstart , i tried opening up to her, workout with her todae..with me being in a un-even mood..with rin leaving 1st breaking her promise onli to find myself upset..i guess at times, im just too regimental..inflexible...but i just hate the feel of a promise being broken...~de~well..aniwae carry on to vent my wadever fustration out on workout whacking all the machines with my newfound fren..She was with me accompanying me ..can u imagine we went for sauna together after which we went for supper..We tok alot but everything b/w us seem to have some reservations still..i wonder and thought to myself..Hmm..is my past instinct coming back?i dunnoe..i jus had a good feel when im with her..toking to her..i can seem to relate to her..BUt i dunnoe wad she is..but frm the look of itshe seems as tho shes a G4..i wonder...she keeps me in suspense..
Yes Onion, i will unravelled u 1 fine dae...till this dae comes, i will continue to peel it shred by shred with tender care...Trust me on that..I dunoe whether im doing the right thing but at least im happy doing it this wae and im not gona care so much abt it animre..
Yes...Thats abt it...im tired but ive still lots and tons on my mind...*thinkles, thinkles, thinkles*...:p
Love,
ace
When ppl started saying that im a thinker at times, i've no choice but to admit otherwise..Im really a thinker..Just wad iszit with me that made me think so much..i ponder at times..Todae at work my mood was normal ...everything seem just fine..theres no fitstart at all for me...everybody was just like toking abt wad has happened the past few daes..Discussion went on and as i look on wf my buddy Ah beng..we decided there and den it was real tiring working here..Alot of things was concluded after so mani happenings..Rin wasnt feeling too good to dae after ranting out at her buddy, ah beng wasnt feeling too good bcoz of work and tiredness..i wasnt feeling too good bcoz of work, friends and mood....Seriously doesnt noe y..fren came to look for me and hence shopping with them for awhile b4 heading back club to see a person (member) that has so called bcum my frend in the turn of event..
Yea..Yea..Toking abt this person..Hmm..she gave me a very farni and different feel..i doesnt noe y but the feel of it was just good..She seems to make a good fren..i took her fitstart , i tried opening up to her, workout with her todae..with me being in a un-even mood..with rin leaving 1st breaking her promise onli to find myself upset..i guess at times, im just too regimental..inflexible...but i just hate the feel of a promise being broken...~de~well..aniwae carry on to vent my wadever fustration out on workout whacking all the machines with my newfound fren..She was with me accompanying me ..can u imagine we went for sauna together after which we went for supper..We tok alot but everything b/w us seem to have some reservations still..i wonder and thought to myself..Hmm..is my past instinct coming back?i dunnoe..i jus had a good feel when im with her..toking to her..i can seem to relate to her..BUt i dunnoe wad she is..but frm the look of itshe seems as tho shes a G4..i wonder...she keeps me in suspense..
Yes Onion, i will unravelled u 1 fine dae...till this dae comes, i will continue to peel it shred by shred with tender care...Trust me on that..I dunoe whether im doing the right thing but at least im happy doing it this wae and im not gona care so much abt it animre..
Yes...Thats abt it...im tired but ive still lots and tons on my mind...*thinkles, thinkles, thinkles*...:p
Love,
ace
posted by Ferina at 9/01/2006 02:57:00 AM
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